When all else fails

We always want someone to reach out to, a helping hand to guide us through the pain, spread arms to catch us when we fall, a steady foot to keep us up at night. We never really think about helping ourselves. As if we can be very comforting when we cry. No, we need someone there to wipe the tears away and say everything will be OK.
But, what happens when that certain someone isn't there? When everyone seems to fail you and even the Best's of friends appear to be busy with there own life problems. We demand attention! And why not? We need it. Its like water we feed of, others carry the bottle and we just drink. We have taught our hearts to be vulnerable, to soften up for others to hold. And then, one sunny spring day, we find ourselves in the dark, shielding all others because we are hurt. In pain. And worse of all, we don't have those who keep our heart steady. I have learned the hard way that though we can trust others, we should always trust ourselves first. Always help ourselves through the foggy air, always carry the bottle of our existence. Because when all else fails, who will you look towards?

With Luv- NC

"I am loved by a thousands but I feel like the lonliest man in the world" - Freddy Mercury

Wanting more then having

Why is it, Dear bloggers, that we are never content with what we already have? As humans we tend to strive for something more. We always want to be something we are not, smarter, richer, prettier, bigger, smaller... ect.

Yesterday, while sitting in daves and busters, I watched this light go round and round, circle after circle, on this game bord. The purpose of the game was to hit the light on the middle dot so of course that game had some point to it. But I think it applys to our lifes as well. How we seem to go round and round, circling desires we so desperatly want, finding happiness where we can, ignoring pains that we rather not feel.
My thoughts revovled around the fact that maybe life trully isnt about chasing what we already have, wanting more of what we dont, but trying things that can be found with in us. Maybe instead of asking for patience, we take the apportunities given to us to be patient and learn from them. Maybe instead of wishing to not be angry at someone, we should learn to forgive, and then we trully have explored through all emotions that we have planned to seek.

Then, instead of going round and round, circle after circle, like everyone else in this world, we can find a greater meaning into this earth. To find our greater strengths within us.

With Luv- NC

Wanted...

Was Beautiful! And I'm not just saying this because James Mcavoy was in it, though he does contribute to the awesomness.. :]

The movie had a perverse comedy tone that sets you at ease from the beginning, only to pull you into the complex, mysterious plot.Plus Mcavoy was amazing!

Angelina was firce like never before, Mr. Morgan was, as always, a genius....

PLUS James Mcavoy was, a freaking Bomb.

If not for the action,
If not for the diverse plot,
If not for the dry humor,
Then at least watch it for Mcavoy, who was, to say the least, awesome.

With Luv- NC

Painfully wonderful Love

I have heard so much about "Love." The many butterflies that roam around in your tummy, the giddy feelings, the gushy kisses that tend to get one so excited. Such a wonderful emotion we experience while in love, or so I've heard, but can that really be all? I mean...we all go through the traditional "ups and downs" of a relationship. The roller coaster emotions that make love become mere moments of indecisiveness and problems that we don't even begin to wonder how to solve. Those moments, can they really be worth it all?

The tears, the yelling. The pushing and shoving (mentally of course....I hope), even when love doesn't necessarily have the word "boyfriend/girlfriend" in it, it can become painful.

So I ask you Dear Readers, can all the sadness that "Love" brings along be the price we pay for all the contentment in the end?

With Luv- NC